Fade to Black

"Love comes to those who still hope even they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before."

Things around the school started to get crazy because of what had happened with us. That's why I am always not in the mood if I am in school. But still, she still enlightens my day. Thanks to her, for she always put smile on my face. She raise my up even though I am so down. I guess this thing I felt for her for almost 2 years will be the hardest thing to forget in my life. I guess this would be the greatest challenge in my life.

I am hoping that someday, ourselves would meet again and bring back what was lost. And I hope that if that day would come, there would be no more pain as we are together.

One Step Backward.....

I think this was one of the worst weeks in my life here in CNSHS. I didn't know that this would come up like this. I thought I am already over with her. But to my big surprise, I am still deeply in love with her. I thought that I will be able to remove her here inside my heart if I will be loving somebody else but I think that's love. And because of what I did, karma gave me what I deserve. Almost all of her friends were mad at me. And I think they want to kill me.

But then, I still have my friends at my back. I thank them for they gave me comfort during this time. But they still told me that I am the one that is wrong. I know from myself that I am the one that is wrong that's is why I accepted all of the consequences. And with this consequences, there comes my LOVE drifting away from me. I think that this was the heaviest consequence given to me. But that is life.

Sorry if this entry is too short. I guess my mind is not yet on its normal mode. Sorry.

disENCHANTED!

How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?

How does she know that you love her?

How do you show her you love her?

How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?)
"How do I know he's mine?"
(How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?)

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love...

You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true...
How do you know he loves you?
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you need her?)
How do you know he's yours?
(How does she know that you really, really, truely-)

Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know!

He's your love
He's your love...

That's how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
He loves you
(la la la la la la la la)
That's how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
It's true
(la la la la la)

Because he'll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know
(That's how you know)
That's how you know!

He's your love...

That's how she knows that you love her
That's how you show her you love her

That's how you know...
That's how you know...
He's your love...

Wahaha. This was our piece for our musical play in our English subject. We are now starting to practice for this play. We hope that this would be a great success for us.

Life After You

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must've been high to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times, must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do, yeah

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
I'm thinkin' 'bout all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through, yeah
Know there's no life after you

I am amazed with this song. I hope that someday I would come up with this kind of song.

For the week, nothing exciting happened as far as I could remember. Same routine everyday.