BLOOD MARKS!!

PT?? PT!!! Argh!! The calendar spins so fast. I had battled with the test paper, again. This time, I think that there would be too many scratches in my paper (scratches: BLOOD MARKS!!) And I am sure that there would be a big frown face in my mother. I feel bad about that. you would feel her sadness because after she worked hard for us, we would give them a low grade which they were expecting to be high. AHHHHHHHH!! That's what I hate about expectations. I you were not able to accomplish your mission, those people that are expecting that you would excel will feel sorry for you. I HATE IT!! They will say that I didn't gave my best shot. The thing is that they don't see that i really did my best. It's just my best is not enough.

I am now starting to pray to our God, praying for Him to guide me along the way, the way full of obstacles. Wahaha. Every time I get a low score in my school, I always want to escape the school. I am dreaming for a life wherein there would be no problems that will block my way. But it's only a dream. Everything may happen in your precious dreams.

Wahaha. I'll just share that some other day. OK. Bye for now!

STARCITY!!

"It's where the MAGIC happens!"

Wahaha. This week was full of embarrassment and downs. I think some of the reader's know's what is the true meaning of MAGIC, right guys?! I think this would be the worst day of all my day's inside CNSHS. We are considered one of the dirtiest people in the world. I admit it!! I am sure you know what am I pertaining to about this magic thing.

I sure that God is very disappointed to us, his servant. I fell like I don't have a face to show the whole world. But from the day after the magical show, I told myself that I did the worst thing in my life. And I told Him and myself that I am ready for all of the consequences for what I have done. And another thing is that I am confessing about the things I did to YOU. I wasn't able to be the man that you are looking for. I won't force you to stay with me if that is your choice. But, I love you. I love you that I am ready to face death just for you. That's how I love you.

I guess that's the end of my EMOTIONAL week. I don't want to remember this week again. BYE and bye to YOU

One Down!! One to Go!!

Sorry if I am going to focus this blog entry on our intramurals. It's just I am so happy that my expectation was wrong. God has answered my prayers again. Thank you Lord.
It has been a long time when I last saw this page in the internet, BLOGSPOT.com! I haven't place my blog entries for almost a month (but look at the date?! I just changed it). And now, I'm suffering in reminiscing all the things that had happened. But one thing I know is that the thing I've been craving for came true. It is the INTRAMS!. The only thing that is not good with this year's intramural is that it is only played every Friday in the afternoon. How sad. In that way, we can't sustain the momentum of the games. The excitement of the students fades as the days pass. Let's just look on the bright side that it was pushed through.

Let's talk about my games. Wahaha. I was faced with a forth year student, Kuya Nobie. He was my teammate at the ditrict meet. As I entered the court, the crowd started to SHOUT. Wahaha. That overwhelms me, telling me that they are there, cheering and supporting me. That was fun. As I strike the bird, the heat of the battle became more intense. But something went wrong in the middle wrong in the middle of the fight. my stomach hurts. Maybe it's because of the soda I drank before the game. But I didn't worry that. I focused on the game. What's funny is that after I score, audience SHOUTS!! Isn't that great?! That gave me more power to defeat the opponent. I became nervous as the opponent started to score. But I told myself that I am not the one that will lose today. So despite of the stomach ache, I was able to defeat my former teammate. That was one of my success this year. YEAH!! LOVE IT!! At that time, I felt that I don't have any problems at all. I wish that the school will also focus on sports. (I WISH!?).

Another thing!!

ARGH! PTC!! Good thing my mother didn't scold me. Good thing that she was on her mood when she got my card. Thanks GOD!! Waahaha. But it's late. The Second Grading had started for two weeks?! from now.

So far, So Good!! Nothing else blocks my way. Hope that it would be like this forever. If there is what they so called "DREAMLAND!", I would stay there, and die there. But there's none. At home, yes, for sometime it is a dreamland but not all of the time. Somtimes, I am the LOSER of the HOUSE!! Sometimes, they blame the problem to me even it's not my fault. But I still love them. I love them just the way they are for they love me as the way I am.

I guess You have seen my success this week. Thank you for reading. Have a nice and blessed day.

WOW!! Week of What?!

Week of embarrassment! Week of judgment! Week of disappointment! What other things would I call this week?! This would be the happiest yet disappointing week. You'll see why in the preceding paragraphs.

NO INTRAMS!! What's our use (YSC) if there is no intrams and what will the molecules staff will cover for their newspaper? It's the first time that I will not experience an intramurals in a school year. I hate it! But they are planing to have it every Friday, 4-5 pm. What?! But this is the only time each club in the school will have their meetings. So complicated! But this Friday, they had confirmed that there will be no intrams for this school year. How sad!? Another thing that's bad is that we had played for the District Meet without having any practice. We had some but I will not consider it as a practice. It's just like we only played for fun. I am hoping that Ma'am De Vera will approve our request.

Filipino held their program this week. It's the Buwan/Linggo/Araw ng wika. Each level were asked to prepare something to entertain the audience. Most of the topics of what we did was about how did our languages started and what are the struggles our heroes did for our country and for our language. Hehe! I am included in the performance for the third year level. I am the partner of John Paul for the beat of Leron Leron Sinta. I am the drummer and he is the pianist. I am amazed of what he did with the electric piano. It's the first time that i knew that you can split the piano in to two parts. One can play as the drummer and the other is for the pianist. I think we, including the dancers, did a very good job. Ma'am Tolentino liked our performance.

Another thing for the week is the PTC. I am happy for what I had received this Friday. I am not expecting that I will get high grades especially in AP but fortunately, I got it!! Weeeeeeh! I made my father smile for a while. At first, I thought that Friday would be the end of my life. I am imagining my self being scolded by my parents. And as I saw my mother entering the room, my heartbeat stopped for a while. Then my mother smiled at me like there will be no problems whatever happens. I became calm while waiting for Ma'am Arceo to release my card. As soon as my mother got my card, she looked at me again and smiled (can't you see, she love's to smile!!). And there, I saw my unexpected grades. At home, my father congratulate me for attaining such grades. That's what I am looking for, the thumbs up of my father.

And that's the end of my blog entry for the day. Another long weekend for us students. May you spend it with your family. And may pray for the soul of the Prime Minister of all the INC (I am not sure of his position but I know that he is the head of all the INC). May he rest in peace with our Lord.

.."I can't see you"..